I am so annoyed at myself today… Ugh. For some reason I am rude and just annoying. Well, more rude. I could have controlled that but no i just went on and on and on like a bxtch. It’s like my purpose in life today was to get mad at people’s flaws or how the world is an annoying ugly place to be. It’s true i’m on it but i refuse to blame my rudeass self to hormones acting up. I just don’t believe in that. Like how i don’t believe in calories. Ugh. Seriously, i am not thinking through what i did today. It’s like my unconscious took over. I’m blabbering words that don’t make sense and i seem to hate more on simple stuff that i should have accepted and understood already. Lesson of the day: shut your mouth period. I really should. I just got over ish a frustrating month and im in the process of getting back on track. I need to calm down and slap myself for being so annoying. Ugh….